silly girl

i got a little jealous. i just know how awesome he is and how easy it would be for someone else to see it too. it was probably so unimportant it didnt deserve mentioning, and its so stupid that i got upset when i found out it wasnt mentioned. i dont want to let go. and i'm fighting my need for space because theres so much world. my constant is missing, and my house is shaking, but it will settle better right?