when you wish upon a star

I wish things could just be that simple... "makes no difference who you are, your dreams come true." They're not, there's all this other bullshit that gets in the way of hope. And some of it we unwittingly create ourselves. The human race is full of self-sabotaging idiots blindly stabbing in the dark and sometimes killing more than the enemy. I know I do it, therefore everybody else must. And then there's the projectionist bullshit where we use ourselves as a basis of comparison for the whole world. Because when I can't understand something I try to project what I'm thinking and feeling onto someone else, and that doesn't work... because no one's the same. And the point of all this is that I wanted to apologize for all the self-centered shit I've pulled in my life. And there's a lot of it, considering I usually get things to work the way I'd like them to.

I'm sorry.
(and whats with english speaking people capitalizing the first person pronoun anyway, we're not that important. fuck.)
i am sorry.